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Proud
Last night I was walking back to my car from my college class. A class I have had to drop and a class that I have failed several times. The “last class.” The last class until I have earned my BA in child development. My nemesis, if you will. As I passed the very familiar […]

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Truth
I just want truth in my life. I just want to be able to get up in the morning and know that I am living my true life. I do not want to feel like I am anyone less than who I was created to be. I want to surround myself with people who will […]

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Indifferent
Today is Sunday and I have been trying to figure out how I feel all day. The word I came up with was indifferent. This time last week I was getting ready for my birthday. This weekend has been pretty quiet. I wanted to get more done but felt like I needed to just sit. […]

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Does it really matter?
I sit here on a Friday morning, going through my life papers. Papers, attributing to a description of what I have done with my life. Papers that fit in a box, two boxes. Of all that I have done in my life, a few papers are what is to show for it. I can only […]

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Poetry and inner work
It is a Wednesday and I am the coffee shop. I have spent the last few hours working on math. The dreaded statistics class. I am glad I got as far as I could. This past weekend I explored some things on my own. I went to a play and I went to a poetry […]

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Assumptions
I have had a moment of realization. Yesterday, well Friday, I had a discussion with someone about someone from my past. Hemming and hawing about how they were and what was thier intention on something in the present. Holding onto what was. I can not do that anymore. I still do not think highly of […]

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Make Time
It is Saturday morning and I am awake and sipping on a hot cup of coffee. I am grateful to have the place I am at. I am grateful for a nice neighbor that wants to share things in his life with me. I am grateful for my daughter who wants to spend time with […]

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Simple thank you
Sometimes you meet people who will never ever thank you. They will continue to just take and take. I do not understand that. I would bend over backwards for others, but they won’t. It is mean and unnecessary. It is not human to not help someone else out. It just does not work that way […]

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Table
When you are looking at the table that seats who you think should be there and it comes up empty. You realize that you need a new table. A table with people at it that support you and come along side of you. My table is empty right now. Sometimes there is one of my […]
