I just want truth in my life.
I just want to be able to get up in the morning and know that I am living my true life.
I do not want to feel like I am anyone less than who I was created to be.
I want to surround myself with people who will cheer me on in my journey.
The truth of this life is that we are to be there for each other.
I abandoned my life to help others.
I abandoned thinking that my own life was important enough to show up for myself for.
So I start showing up for myself now.
I get my hair conditioned and use a mask on my face weekly.
I start investing in how I can feel better about me.
Not for anyone else but me.
I can start having the hot baths at night to take care of this body.
I can meditate and do the things that bring my body to a place of being healed.
I can hope and think good things of myself.
The truth is that is probably the hardest one of them all.
Think good about yourself.
Feel good about yourself.
I heard today on some form of social media that you need speak good over yourself.
I beleive this is what you can do.
I’m sorry
Please forgive me
I love you
Thank you.
I mantra I need to start saying as I look in the beautiful green eyes and the beautiful smile I have been given.
I need to look at that woman that deserves peace and truth.
The truth is that she deserves to be happy.
Happy with who she is.
Happy that she has accomplished so much.
Happy that her life is here to live and that those that care will surround me.
I will filter who comes in and out with a wolf grin and a tiger growl.
I will not allow those with the negative energy to seep into my life or near my skin any longer.
I am more than that. I am worth it to be the best for just me.
I can hold my head up high because I am that girl.
I am very proud of who I am and what I have been through.
The black and white truth is just as evident as it has ever been.
I have been born with a purpose.
To live and to love.
To change what brings me joy and passion.
To be the best I can be.
To live the best life I can live.
I owe it to no one but myself.
I deserve to get on the skates and be who I can be on them.
I am that little girl waiting to come out and play.
It is my time to play.
To explore.
To figure out all that makes me who I am.
Who I will become.
I have not been hidden.
That woman is waiting to come out.
Waiting to emerge out of her cacoon.
She has been there long enough.
Explore.
Laugh.
Be silly.
Be passionate.
These are all things that are in you.
In your heart.
Waiting to be released.
She is there and she is waiting.
That warrior Princess you have always been and will continue to grow and be.
Lean into her.
She is safe and she is strong.
She will be there for you.
