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Seen
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Sometimes you are seen Sometimes you are not I have learned to not be seen My revelance is not important In any field I am It does not mean I do not matter It means that it is better to be quiet Than to just flat out be ignored Someone does not want my voice I will keep it to myself Never to reach out again I will not be ignored I also will not fight anymore to be heard It does no good To me, or anyone else I will remain quiet in my own little world I will…

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Beauty within
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The rose hibernates Its beauty is within Unexposed while it gathers The sun plays a role The water and rain come The rose continues to gather Its root reaches down deep Soaks up all the nutrients From deep within It does not need prompts It can just be and flourish Through the wind and weather The rose continues to get ready The earth is changing Changing seasons while the rose waits Waits for the right time Waits for the right season Waits for the right growth All a balance in the earth All a balance in the soil All a…

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The Lake
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The lake was frozen this year It laid waiting for the sun to warm it up The sun to sparkle on all it is The lake is a place I travel The lake is where the quiet lays It is where the flowers will bloom But right now It is covered with ice What hides within? The beauty and crispness of the air I could stay here forever One day I will The trees overshadow the lake They watch over it with care They protect it from around The wind bends the trees The trees go with the bend Some…

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Loved
In my own little place I am loved I am well I think about all that is around The growth of a new leaf The perk of an old leaf I am grateful that I am in a place Where I can be All who I was always supposed to be My door does not open for many I am really okay with that My space and my energy I will protect me Something I had forgotten But grows more and more every day Protect my heart Protect my energy Protect what I have built These days are filled with…

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Victory is mine
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The Battle dropped in my lap But I rise above it Remembering that victory is coming Many events have occurred Many roles being played Some of them are assigned I chose to take on role of victor I am embracing this role No one assigned it to me It was assigned by me I will stand in what my life Will bring through I will stand and know that every choice is mine Every decision comes from within My freedom is my victory My voice is the way in it Sometimes I speak out Other times, I keep quiet Not…

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Today I sing
Today is Sunday I used to sing with others this day Not anymore I sing with others now But in a different way She surrounds me and listens She encourages and smiles I feel her all around me I wish I could feel her hug It would have helped But it is not too late I feel her now I can not wish for what I did not have I can only live now In this moment I am more More than what was expected More than most Still I am not better Just different I am very aware of…

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Remembering
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I remember when my children were little. They don’t run to me and tell me about their day. Those days are long gone. I miss them. I miss the identity of being a mom to them. I miss their energy and their love. I miss seeing them discover new things and become the people they are today. I miss the texts and the phone calls. I would do it all again. I would have them all and celebrate them more.

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Resiliance
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I am here I have much to say I will start dreaming again I have been through much in my years I know more is to come But this season is calm This season will be different It will be as unique as the leaves Falling from a tree in fall This season is for me This season is healing I am seeing all the resiliance that has developed It encircles me All the choices I have made Good and bad It has made me who I am Resiliant as fuck It is in my veins, in my blood I…

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This day
Welcome to this day It is the first of November Day of the dead celebration for some But for me, just another day Another day to think about all that has been But today, I think about all that can be A lot on my mind, but simple A business model A chance to shine A chance to change what was I sit in my little place I listen to music from Another time This week, I was reminded of my life before Before the changes I am content in where I am I can come and go as I…
