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Remembering
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I remember when my children were little. They don’t run to me and tell me about their day. Those days are long gone. I miss them. I miss the identity of being a mom to them. I miss their energy and their love. I miss seeing them discover new things and become the people they are today. I miss the texts and the phone calls. I would do it all again. I would have them all and celebrate them more.

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Resiliance
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I am here I have much to say I will start dreaming again I have been through much in my years I know more is to come But this season is calm This season will be different It will be as unique as the leaves Falling from a tree in fall This season is for me This season is healing I am seeing all the resiliance that has developed It encircles me All the choices I have made Good and bad It has made me who I am Resiliant as fuck It is in my veins, in my blood I…

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This day
Welcome to this day It is the first of November Day of the dead celebration for some But for me, just another day Another day to think about all that has been But today, I think about all that can be A lot on my mind, but simple A business model A chance to shine A chance to change what was I sit in my little place I listen to music from Another time This week, I was reminded of my life before Before the changes I am content in where I am I can come and go as I…

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The Rain
I hear it falling The music plays gently in the background The sounds of the waves crashing I can think of a better way to spend A day off In between the noise and chaos The sound of a car gliding through the puddles All in the neighborhood I call home It is not where I would have thought I would be But it is better than where I was Both in the mind and in the flesh The rain has a way of making one think of all the new ways to look at this life It clears and…

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A new step
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The river flows The ideas come The business starts The time will be soon She will live her truth She will find her place That belonging The sense of ownership It’s only her now Her world Her breath Her life She sees things Others do not see She stops and soaks it in Her life passed by fast All seems to slow Down to almost a stop She breaths in And she breaths out Her life has value She knows herself She becomes priority She is top of the list Her performance Is just for her She will engage with…

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Foreign to this world
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The world seems unfamiliar In the midst of it all There is something not right My world is not your world Your world is not mine Silence comes around me The universe bring forth what it may It shows me the way It brings into my world what is needed Sometimes I do not understand But more and more I am seeing it As it is and what it is for My world is different than yours I live in a place of unusual signs I choose to see them I stop and listen This is my choice Something I…

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Turn away
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A call came today Not expected or wanted But still it came Time to turn away Time to shut the door Delete what was Delete who was Delete that life Never to speak of again It will forever be their loss They are the losers in it all I will grieve no more The evidence shown The reality there Can not get the time back Can not change what happened But I can live this life now I can chose to spend my time now Invest in me Invest in my dog Invest in this life I have been given…

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Ground within
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The soil is ready The mixtures is just right It has been tilled for many moons The strength within it is unmarked Unknown by all except The gardener who tended it What lies within its grains? What is destined to grow? The dirt doesn’t tell a tale It shows through its growth Through its stems and through its leaves It grows up and out It grows and reaches Light and love Just like humans That is all it needs Light and love A perfect balance for any organism to thrive And it will thrive It will bloom into exactly What…

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The sway of the trees
Outside today there was a sway The ocean air blew through the trees The trees leaned into it They did not fight it They went with the flow of the earth The flow of the wind The sway of the heart There are many things to capture The heart and the attention But what is really important? Does it always need to be a fight? Can it just be a sit and ride it out? What will the choice be today? I choose to go with the sway The flow can catch me up Just like the waves of the…
