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Empathy
Today I went to a church I had been attending for many, many years. I have never felt so alone. Judged by the main pastor and left to sit in my broken heart. Left and not checked on by anyone. People who are supposed to love me. People have a skewed few of what love […]
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Tapioca Pudding
The other day I was in the grocery store. To put in perspective, I used to shop all the time at the grocery store. Then I had major surgery and the thought of waiting in line and walking around in the store literally made my head hurt. So I didn’t grocery shop for a long […]
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Lemons
It has been a while since I have written here. I have moved…again.. to a town where pictures of lemons are all around. I have moved into an area where I am literally right in the middle of the oldest part of town. I can see a huge lemon that was on a float many […]
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Just numb
Today is another day of being home and resting my foot from the pain that happened just a few days ago. As I sit and think about what is happening with my body, I am surprised it has taken this long for it to start breaking down with all that I have had to process […]
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sadness
Today there is no other word to describe how I am feeling but sadness. Sadness that I am home and not with the children. Sadness that my employer is soon to be my former employer because of actions she has taken. Sad that my marriage is over, even though it needs to be. Sad that […]
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Changes
Today is a Saturday, I have been awake for quite some time. These past few months have me thinking a lot about my life. Finding out the person you gave your heart, soul, mind, and body to has been lying to you for all of your relationship can be quite a blow to anyone. Trust […]
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Change
I wanted to name this writing something like, when your life just crashes in on itself or something eye catching and drastic. But that would give the concept of what I am experiencing as a negative thing. Instead, changes is more appropriate. As whatever I am headed into in my life will be a change. […]
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Discovery
It has been a few months since my last entry here. Back in December I found out my husband of 18 years has been hiding a hidden addiction. My whole world has been turned upside down. The person I have lived life with for the past almost two decades of my life has been lying […]
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Dreams
Most people grow up and have big dreams. Dreams of how their wedding day will be. Dreams of who and what their future spouse will look like and be like. Dreams of how many children they will have and what kind of house they will live in. Some people even dream of what kind of […]
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Emotion
For lack of something else to call this writing, I will call it emotion. Today I was getting ready to go to church and I felt this incredible need to not go. I felt like I heard hypocrite being said to me, over and over again. You see, I had gotten a text from my […]
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Quiet Intensity 