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I am up early, and to be honest, I did not sleep much at all. I have been thinking about a lot of things this morning and through the night. What if this man is the next one? One if he is not? Either way, I will never learn anything by being scared and fearful. […]

So today I walked with an intentional smile on my face. I was approached by many people and it was very interesting to me. Normally I walk with eyes down and just a general feel of screw everyone in the world. But yesterday I got a text from him. A friend of a new friend. […]

The other day I was on a walk and came across a huge display of yellow flowers that had fallen from a tree. I looked up at the tree and could see more that would fall. But as I turned my gaze back to the fresh coat of flowers on the ground, I thought about […]

I have been approached this week about being set up on a blind date. I honestly can not tell you how I feel about possibly dating again. The thought of someone actually being honest and strong in my life has a great appeal. But the heartache and rejection may just destroy this very hurt heart. […]

Ohana means family, no one left behind. I have heard this over and over again from Lilo and Stitch. Today I saw it on a car. It made me cry. My family left me behind. My dad left me behind when I was 9. My mom left me behind at 16. My brothers left me […]

So I made a decision a few days ago. I decided to revisit someone who had a room to rent. I brought my dog with me so that our dogs could meet. Their meet could not have been any better and I made a leap to take the place. I will be moving in less […]

Yesterday I went to a funeral for someone my brother is related to. As I was in the service and then the burial, I realized that this is the family my brother has created. Since I am readily not invited or included in their family functions, I am not part of this family. It was […]

As I listen to a psychologist on tv talking about dealing with your past and what you have gone through. I am proclaiming this day that it was not me that caused my parents divorced. I was a by product of two people who decided not to stay together. It was not my fault. it […]