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Church
A church is supposed to a place where people of the same faith gather and fellowship with each other. No surprise, I have an opinion about this. I have stood on the sidelines the last few years to see how the church would deal with me, a divorced woman. “You should have prayed more for […]

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Flushed
About a month or so I made a decision. I made the decision to stop taking my anti-depressants. This was not a light decision. I have been on and off this type of medication for many years. I was off of them for many years and then when I becaame seperated, my doctor wanted me […]

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Therapy
Oh the thoughts I have about this right now. Let me first say that over the years of my life, I have been in therapy and I think it has helped me in the past. But right now, I think society thinks that therapy is the end all be all to healing. It may be […]

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Thoughts on marriage
I have been thinking about how I feel about marriage for a few days now and decided that I need to get out my thoughts about it here. I have been married twice. My parents divorced when I was 9 years old. My grandparents, well one set, were married a really long time. With all […]

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Dreams
I am in my late fourties and it is my time to dream. People, young people are usually the ones with dreams as they have thier whole life ahead of them. Well here I am and I have the whole rest of my life ahead of me. It is time that I have some dreams. […]

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19 and married
When I was 19 years old I married a man I knew for three months. I did not know what love was and I did not love him. I married him because he told me I could stay home with my son. This appealed to this girl as I was working 8-10 hour days at […]

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Lies and 19 years
It has been brought to mind that I need to do some healing. Obviously I am human and this is part of the process. But I need to write about lies and 19 years of my life. I do not care to write about how I ended up in the situation. I just need to […]

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History sucks
In an effort to keep my sanity, I am taking a break from my history. I know people say that you need to learn from your past. Well, I have learned from my past. Right now I am feeling very overwealmed and to be honest very sad about what happened in my past. It makes […]

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18 and pregnant
When I was just one month shy of being 18 years old, I found out that I was pregnant. Things began to change in my life. As I physically grew bigger carrying this child, I had some things to sort out. I had to sort out how I felt about this baby. What did it […]
