Seen

Sometimes you are seen

Sometimes you are not

I have learned to not be seen

My revelance is not important

In any field I am

It does not mean I do not matter

It means that it is better to be quiet

Than to just flat out be ignored

Someone does not want my voice

I will keep it to myself

Never to reach out again

I will not be ignored

I also will not fight anymore to be heard

It does no good

To me, or anyone else

I will remain quiet in my own little world

I will remain true to who I am

I need not prove that to anyone

I do not have to be the loudest

Or yell to be heard

Your eyes, your look, tells me all I need to know

I will keep to my own

Keep to my own life

Build as i see fit

You never asked, I will not tell

I will remain and build

Your opinion does not have relevance anymore

I could keep giving

It does not affect you

But it depletes me

It is not a way I am going to live anymore

Not this lifetime

A past one, definitely

I will rise above

Quiet like a mouse

Come in quiet like a jaguar

It is what my life is now

Just under the radar

No one has proven to really care

No one needs to care about me

I have let go of any expectation

You were not there for me

I sit in my own silence

Healing and rebuilding

I will not show or discuss

It is my life now

Not yours or your right to say a word

I will do it alone