Turn away

A call came today

Not expected or wanted

But still it came

Time to turn away

Time to shut the door

Delete what was

Delete who was

Delete that life

Never to speak of again

It will forever be their loss

They are the losers in it all

I will grieve no more

The evidence shown

The reality there

Can not get the time back

Can not change what happened

But I can live this life now

I can chose to spend my time now

Invest in me

Invest in my dog

Invest in this life I have been given

I will not pretend it does not hurt

But I will not stay there

Grateful I got out

Grateful my life is not hypocrisy any longer

Grateful I can chose to live

How and when I want

To do what and when I want

This life is short

But this life is mine

No one will control it anymore

I will overcome

I already have

I do not need to prove to anyone

It has been in me since birth

I am the battle warrior

I will prevail.

The victory is mine.