Art and creativity lead to healing
Find what lights your heart
searching for what soothes your soul.
The creativity of art is opened.
The heart is overwhelmed by what’s inside.
The love of the healed soul.
The stretch and push to get there.
How will one know?
Are we all on this process of healing?
Are we all trying to heal from the wounds?
Will the heart ever heal?
Will creativity bring healing?
Will the exploration of heaving peace show?
One can only be on the journey
The journey is ongoing and complex
The journey is tretcherous and hard
The tears flow from the healing.
The journey continues every day.
The art of healing touches the soul
The soul basks in the glow of it all.
The love of the process of healing.
My art is through word
Expression is the heart.
Leary to trust what is not there.
Leary to be the orphan
Leary to be the unloved.
My heart just aches
I will never be good enough.
She is gone. I never met her approval
She has been physically gone 2 years.
Her presence was gone way before
The healing part of my heart will never understand why.
I will never know why I was so hated by her.
Did I remind her of her?
Did I remind her of my dad?
Why was there so much hatred?
Why was I so hated?
Surely when she first met me, she loved me
But one will never know.
I will never get to understand why.
Why wasn’t I good enough for her?
Why aren’t I good enough for me?
Why must I always sell myself short?
I am capable of so much.
But this old, worn out body is tired.
It is tired of fighting.
Its tired of people walking away.
I am tired of feeling like nothing.
The person who gave me life.
Its all she freely gave me.
Thank you for giving me life.
Thank you for letting me grow and live inside you.
I am here because of you.
Thank you.
Quiet Intensity 