Passion

I have much to say about this today. I encountered and let into my home someone who has no passion about anything. The energy from this person sucked me dry. I had to block it out of my life. I could feel it, almost see it when this person entered my home. I did not like it. I do not want it in my home. Judgement and shame, that is what they brought. I am not there anymore. I like the freedom of my simple plain life.

I have a passion about many things. Things that grow, things that offer color into my simple little life. I have a passion about hearing all the things a child of preschool age has to say and think about. I have the patience for the animals that need extra love and care. I have passion about writing and expressing how I feel. I will not defend it as it is part of me. When this person came into my home and brought thier negative energy, I did not like it at all. I do not like that now I feel like there is this energy in my quiet place. I already feel depressed from being around her. I can not do this. I can not have people in my home that bring this energy. They are here to take the good energy I have. To take what little I have. She sat right there and took it.

Nothing positive to say. Nothing good to share. Nothing but complaints about her stuff. I can not. Bring some joy into your own damn life. Do not bring me down with you. I can not do it. I will not do it again. You have done it several times to me and I can always feel the aftermath like a wake after the wave comes in. I am saddened by it all. I am saddened by the state of your life. But you chose it. Do not come here and bring the negative here. I have fought too hard to keep it away from me. I can not do it. Your energy suck is not welcome in my home and around me or my dog. Keep it to yourself and in your own place.