Today a thought came to mind about how things should be in relationships. The thought of being with a person that is not damaged is beyond me. Everyone is damaged in some way. That is for sure. There are so many reasons I can think of as to why people are damaged and it is different for everyone. Past hurts live in every single person you meet.
Today I was challenged by what I want to do to with my life. Granted what I was doing was not right, I recognize that. If I say to a person that I love them. I better not be saying that to another person that I care about. Even if, there is not reason no even if, no backup plan. It is what it is. My loyalty is strong, but I also have this huge need for being loved by someone. Rejection is a real thing in my life and feeling like I am enough is huge. I guess my head got ahead of me to think that more than one person could like me.
Online dating is a real thing. You can really be anyone you want to be. Others can also be whoever they want to be as well. This can be a huge made up world of people being fake and you would never know. You have to know that they could be telling you the truth but also could totally be lying to you and you would never know. Well until you lay in a bucket of tears crying because they slipped and lied to you. Or ask you for money. Another post, probably something I will regret doing. We will see.
Quiet Intensity 